<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Stop Restarting]]></title><description><![CDATA[Stop Restarting is about revealing the peace, happiness and contentment that was always there. Just covered. Never lost.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/articles</link><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Sun, 15 Nov 2026 00:23:25 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/blog-feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[What is anxiety and stress really telling you?]]></title><description><![CDATA[It's 3am and something has pulled you out of sleep. Heart racing, a tightness in the chest, a low hum of unease in the belly. You've tried mindfulness, therapy, breath work, somatic work, letting it go, witnessing. And still the anxiety and stress come back. What if the body isn't doing something wrong? What if it's doing something right, and simply waiting, honestly and patiently, to be heard? A different way of understanding, through the lens of Stop Restarting.
]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/what-is-anxiety-and-stress-really-telling-you</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69d12989e20d9d862f25aa56</guid><pubDate>Sat, 04 Apr 2026 16:48:57 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_468387982ec14bbaa0c557f10905c57c~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Lisa Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Free First]]></title><description><![CDATA[Most approaches to happiness work on the same assumption.
That freedom is somewhere ahead of you.
That with enough work, enough understanding, enough healing, enough practice, you will eventually arrive at the place where things finally feel okay.
Stop Restarting begins somewhere different.
You are free first. Not after.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/free-first</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69bab4a16f55c54be95f2884</guid><pubDate>Sat, 21 Mar 2026 14:29:34 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_8c8a760d781449a2b6615c006b8f0f17~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[What the Body Knows Before the Mind Does]]></title><description><![CDATA[It's Saturday morning, or maybe you're on holiday, and there's no alarm pulling you out of sleep. You surface slowly, somewhere between dreaming and waking, and the room is soft and still around you. The light coming through the curtains is gentle, the bed is warm, and there's birdsong somewhere outside or the distant hum of the street, but you're not really listening to any of it in the way you normally would, not identifying it or placing it, just receiving it, the way the body receives...]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/what-the-body-knows-before-the-mind-does</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69bbbb161c9edf30004ae826</guid><pubDate>Thu, 19 Mar 2026 09:07:05 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_28d2a44208c4461b9c03c7624d5f412f~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Lisa Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Imitation Game]]></title><description><![CDATA[From the moment you were born, the world had opinions about who you should be.



Not out of malice. Out of love, mostly. Parents, teachers, well-meaning adults who wanted the best for you and communicated it the only way they knew. By pointing at someone else.



Be more like your brother. Look how well she's doing. Why can't you be more like him.



And then, as you got older, the pointing got louder and more sophisticated. Celebrities to emulate. Influencers to follow.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/the-imitation-game</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69a02db89d1293984195496c</guid><pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2026 11:40:11 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_b30e3032324241069b994a848d4043b8~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Situation Was Always Neutral]]></title><description><![CDATA[Ten people walk into the same room.



Same temperature. Same lighting. Same noise level. Same everything.



Ten completely different experiences.



One person feels immediately comfortable. Another feels vaguely on edge. One is thinking about something that happened earlier and barely registers the room at all. Another is hyperaware of who's there and who isn't. One feels fine until they notice someone they'd rather not see, and then the room ...]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/the-situation-was-always-neutral</link><guid isPermaLink="false">699daf78e9360bd69c337245</guid><pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2026 14:04:52 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_d8d32ff2463440ae8995a1f5fe917284~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Why Relief Feels Like Happiness (But Isn’t)]]></title><description><![CDATA[Most people aren't chasing happiness.



They're chasing relief.



And the two are not the same.



Relief feels good. Pressure drops. Tension softens. The mind quiets, briefly. It feels like arrival. But structurally, something different is happening. And understanding that difference changes everything.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/why-relief-feels-like-happiness-but-isn-t</link><guid isPermaLink="false">699c537b93dc5be36fd498ef</guid><pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2026 13:22:03 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_86fdfc5cb4ac40df9a18091cfbae9be3~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[When The "I" Comes Online]]></title><description><![CDATA[There is a moment, so quick it's almost invisible, when ordinary experience becomes personal.

Before that moment, there is just sensation. Sound. Breathing. The weight of the body in a chair. Nothing requiring management. Nothing carrying a verdict about who you are or what you need to do about it.

Then something shifts.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/when-the-i-comes-online</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69a6de99b220091e29d79ede</guid><pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2026 13:20:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_4eff1170ca3d4af1b04de3305b1c08df~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[You Don't Think Between Thoughts]]></title><description><![CDATA[Most people believe they are thinking all the time.

It feels that way. A continuous stream. One thought arriving before the last one has quite finished. A running commentary on everything, the day ahead, the conversation from yesterday, the thing you should have said, the thing you still need to do.

Relentless. Unbroken. Always on.

But look carefully at whether that's actually true.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/you-don-t-think-between-thoughts</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69a6dd617c30ee37982f9f75</guid><pubDate>Wed, 18 Feb 2026 13:13:15 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_da30a55c4dfe4fb096cd125bbd3eae53~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Moment Before the Story]]></title><description><![CDATA[There is a moment that almost nobody notices.
It happens several times a minute. It has been happening your whole life. And it is the most important moment in the entire mechanism.
It is the moment before the story begins.
What is actually there
A sensation arises.
Not a problem yet. Not evidence of anything yet. Not personal yet.
Just activation. Energy in the body. A signal of some kind, moving through.
At this point, before anything is added to it, the sensation carries no ]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/the-moment-before-the-story</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69baa82b8b3a7e7764066f44</guid><pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2026 13:33:12 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_134fa9f8c34a4c9ea7647f110d94503b~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Problem Was Never the Problem]]></title><description><![CDATA[Something happens.
A conversation that didn't go the way you hoped. A deadline missed. A relationship that feels strained. A morning that started badly and hasn't recovered.
And immediately, without any gap, it becomes a problem.
Not just a thing that happened. A problem. Something that means something. Something that needs resolving. Something that says something about you or your life or where things are heading.
But here is something worth looking at directly.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/the-problem-was-never-the-problem</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69baaabc078d6c2e1e0dd7ca</guid><pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2026 13:42:24 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_e68980c98efd40e282b0f2720864e818~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Why Fixing Never Finishes]]></title><description><![CDATA[You sort something out.
The difficult conversation gets resolved. The goal gets achieved. The understanding arrives. The tension eases.
And for a while, things feel better.
Then, without anything dramatic happening, the feeling returns. A new problem assembles. The urgency rises again. And the fixing begins again.
Most people assume this means the fix didn't work. That they need a better fix. A deeper fix. A more permanent fix.
But that's not what's happening.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/why-fixing-never-finishes</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69baac265f7f71faa4b25e9f</guid><pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2026 13:51:27 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_e0a38e432ddb48c79bd53ea01acba5a3~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[You Don't Carry the Past. You Recreate It.]]></title><description><![CDATA[The past feels like something you carry.
A weight that has been with you for years. A history that follows you into every room. A set of experiences that shaped who you are and continue to shape how you respond to everything that happens now.
It feels permanent. Continuous. Simply there, wherever you go.
But look carefully at what is actually happening.
What memory actually is
Right now, as you read this, the past is not present.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/you-don-t-carry-the-past-you-recreate-it</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69baae619f707efd84e4a160</guid><pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_955abd3998554e52af1c0c3d1fddc54a~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Living from Fullness, Not from Lack]]></title><description><![CDATA[Most people are trying to get somewhere.
Not geographically. Psychologically.
From broken to whole. From incomplete to complete. From not enough to enough. From the person they are to the person they believe they need to become.
The journey feels necessary. It feels like the responsible thing to do. Like the only honest response to the distance between where you are and where you think you should be.
But there is something worth looking at directly.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/living-from-fullness-not-from-lack</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69bab90779320fe69194ffae</guid><pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2026 14:42:14 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_38745c613a5c4c6989cccaf74b85c9de~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[What Stops When the Loop Stops]]></title><description><![CDATA[Most people, when they consider the possibility of the loop stopping, feel a quiet fear.
Not about the suffering ending. That part sounds fine.
The fear is about what else might go with it.
The drive. The ambition. The care about outcomes. The motivation to do anything at all. The love for the people in their lives. The passion for the work they do.
If the urgency drops, does everything drop with it?
This is worth addressing directly.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/what-stops-when-the-loop-stops</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69baba496f55c54be95f3952</guid><pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2026 14:46:35 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_0dfab9adcceb4c9e862c92122d3f5fec~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Land of When I Get There]]></title><description><![CDATA[There's a story most of us are living without realising we signed up for it.



It begins early. Before we're old enough to question it.



You start school and someone tells you that when you finish school, things will begin properly. Then you finish school and someone tells you that when you get through university, things will really begin. Then you get through university and someone tells you that when you're established in your career, when you've made something of yourself, when you've...]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/the-land-of-when-i-get-there</link><guid isPermaLink="false">699d80609509a0da66f982c0</guid><pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:12 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_0dfab9adcceb4c9e862c92122d3f5fec~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[There's No Escape From Now]]></title><description><![CDATA[Most of what the mind does, when it's running a Mindline, is attempt to be somewhere other than here.



In the past, replaying the conversation that went wrong, rehearsing what should have been said, tracing the origin of the feeling back to something that happened years ago.



In the future, planning the version of events where things go better, projecting the solution forward, rehearsing the arrival at the place where everything finally feels okay.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/there-s-no-escape-from-now</link><guid isPermaLink="false">699d7f710ce516214dc5aa56</guid><pubDate>Sat, 31 Jan 2026 10:40:55 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_d8d32ff2463440ae8995a1f5fe917284~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[What's Your Motivation?]]></title><description><![CDATA[Every actor, at some point in their training, is taught that performance lives or dies on a single question.



Not what does my character do. Not what do they say. Not how do they move through a scene.



What's my motivation?



Get the answer right and everything else follows. The words, the choices, the emotional truth of every moment. When the motivation is clear the performance becomes inevitable. When it isn't, even a technically accomplished performance feels hollow. The audience senses ]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/whats-your-motivation</link><guid isPermaLink="false">699f1c7291604ab56c34f52f</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2026 16:03:19 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_134fa9f8c34a4c9ea7647f110d94503b~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Why Overthinking Feels Necessary]]></title><description><![CDATA[You don't overthink because you enjoy it.

You overthink because it feels like the responsible thing to do. If you care, you think. If you're serious, you analyse. If something matters, you prepare thoroughly before acting. Overthinking feels like conscientiousness. Like you're taking things seriously in a way that careless people don't.

The problem isn't that you think too much. It's what the thinking is actually running on.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/why-overthinking-feels-necessary</link><guid isPermaLink="false">699c555d9509a0da66f6c90e</guid><pubDate>Thu, 29 Jan 2026 13:28:16 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_e68980c98efd40e282b0f2720864e818~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Your Body is Already on Your Side]]></title><description><![CDATA[We treat peace of mind as something to earn.

Something you arrive at through sufficient effort, sufficient understanding, sufficient self-improvement. As if balance were a destination rather than a baseline. As if the natural state were something you had to work your way toward rather than something that was already there, quietly running, waiting for the interference to drop.

Biology suggests something much simpler.]]></description><link>https://marcusandlisa.wixsite.com/stoprestarting/post/freefirst-why-your-body-is-already-on-your-side</link><guid isPermaLink="false">699c517fa2f37a9969cc1058</guid><pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2026 13:10:21 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/6ca839_e0a38e432ddb48c79bd53ea01acba5a3~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Marcus Fellowes</dc:creator></item></channel></rss>